My pastor has been urging us to find a way to serve God through our church. At this moment, I stand one person's effort and good will away from being home bound. This is not where I expected or wanted to end up at the age of 49, but between realizing that I was no longer a safe driver and some other mobility problems from my Parkinson's, I have had to come to rely on my husband for transportation ( I live in a town without a bus line). I also cannot rely on the strength of my voice like I used to. Last Sunday I spoke with my pastor. I asked where can I serve? I do not really belong. He answered quickly that I could best work through Facebook. That's really a continuation of what my Facebook has been. I realized that I have this blog, which I haven't written for since September. So I'm repurposing the blog today. Now it will be for personal as well as authoring purposes. I think that is the way God works - our independence becomes interdependence and our professional becomes personal, so that when we confess our weakness, God transforms it to strength and uses us.